Lost

I realize that 5:30 in the morning is a bad time to be thinking of such things but I really can't sleep right now and thinking is all I can do.

I don't see how we can make it right now. I keep having faith that there is something out there for me but there have been so many things that have seemed so perfect and I just don't get any of them.

Please, God, give me a sign that I am doing the right thing. That there is a place for me in this world, one where I can make my own way and stand one my own.